Sunday, August 7, 2011

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY...

The day I saw you...I thought Gosh! why me?..the day I spoke to you I felt...Naaaah! may be I was a bit too impulsive..and the day I knew you...I felt..was there something that I missed all this while????....
Dear friend,
Its been not long since I have known you..but then theres something about you that catches my attention..I feel lost at times..at times I get annoyed..at times I just love it when you are around..& at times, even seeing you ruins my day...Dunno!!! how come you are such a mixed bag for me..But theres just one thing thats enough to make it up for all...and that is your presence...I have never been able to express my feelings for you..thats may be because I am conscious about what would others think...may be because..I have never expressed my feelings before..or may be because...whenever I expressed I was asked not to...but that doesnt make me any less human than you..as people say..things are never one sided...and friendship is no different..I dunno what made me write this blog today..but would like to tell you one thing sincerely...I AM SORRY...sorry for being unrealistic at times...sorry for not being the way you want me to..sorry for not being able to express...and sorry for hurting you again and again...I am lucky to have you in my life...a friend so special..a true friend..someone who is there to hold me when i fall..to caress me when I am tired..to sooth me when I am annoyed..n above all to cheer me up when I am frustrated and sad...I dunno what the future has in it for both of us..dunno if we remain such good friends forever..but there is one thing that I want you to know..I know this may sound cliche..but...."Your presence will always be felt"...I wish life would have been a bit more simpler or may be I would have made it less complex(whichever way you feel)..things could have been better off...I do think at times..is there something that you wanna tell me?...or is there this silence of yours that tells it all?..or is there something that I ignore deliberately?...
Have never been successful in telling you what I feel about you...but I hope this blog of mine does the job..Life is a journey..we meet many on the way..some leave us..some stay for a while..some keep walking with us..but there are few..who leave there footprints..and in my life's journey you are the one..
Its been a real pleasure for me to have known you..to have you around..Have cherished each and every moment that I have spent with you..I know you do expect somethings from me at times..and failing to do so..I hurt you...thanks for tolerating me all this while...
Happy friendships day....
Love,
Your friend forever..